Don't stop thinking about tomorrow. That's all that seems to be replaying in my mind right now. I'm not usually somebody who plans ahead, I normally just take life as it comes. In some ways that's good, but now I'm starting to see the bad side. It's come to that point in my life where I need to start thinking about my future, and if you know me at all, you'll know that I am terrible with making decisions. I keep going back and forth between whether or not to go to university and it is making my brain ache.
On one side, I can go and experience something new, meet new people, and actually begin to go somewhere with my life, but then on the other hand, there's nothing that I am so passionate about to make me want to pay a ridiculous fee to study for three years. This means that I'm probably going to have to go into something half heartedly which is not what I want at all.
Some people have it easy. They know what they're doing, they know how to get there and where there is. Whereas me, not so much. I just seem to be in a little bubble, just existing and not really doing anything (except probably annoying my brother a little too much).
I also don't have long to make this decision in, which is a bummer. Better get my brain in gear, then.
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